My Two First Loves is the first and thus far only book of the My Two First Loves series.



Your senior year of high school starts tomorrow. Can you work up the courage to tell your best friend you’re in love with him?


Chapter 1: The Secret

Your senior year of high school starts tomorrow. Can you work up the courage to tell your childhood crush you’re in love with him?

Chapter 2: First Day of School

It’s your first day back at school! Who are you up against?

Chapter 3: The Dangerous One

When you find yourself in a dangerous situation, a handsome stranger comes to your rescue... but can he be trusted?

Chapter 4: The Cheer Squad

Rumors are swirling... What did you miss?

Chapter 5: Favors and Fights

When your little sister texts you a cryptic cry for help, you run to meet her...

Chapter 6: Hurt/Comfort

Your childhood crush has been in an accident! Are his days on the field over?

Chapter 7: Red-Handed

You sneak off campus for lunch... and things don't go as expected.

Chapter 8: The Knives Are Out

You've been busted... and if that's not bad enough, the principal is your crush's dad!

Chapter 9: Trouble in Paradise

When you go jogging with the boy next door, you discover his relationship isn't as perfect as it looks...

Chapter 10: Perfect

You have a date with the bad boy in town... but only if you're willing to make some sacrifices.

Chapter 11: Good Girl, Bad Boy

Tonight, you're walking on the wild side with the dangerous one...

Chapter 12: The Cover Story

Your night out with the bad boy continues. Have you bitten off more than you can chew?

Chapter 13: Polite Company

You're having dinner with the Jennings! This could be your chance to win your childhood crush over... if your families don't screw everything up.

Chapter 14: Just Missed It

The boy next door shows you what he's found... and reveals a truth that changes everything.

Chapter 15: Hidden Depths

When the boys unexpectedly face off, you pray things don't get ugly...

Chapter 16: Out On A Limb

You're stoked for the party... but not everyone wants you to go.

Chapter 17: The Slip

It's all fun and games until someone gets kissed.

Chapter 18: Kiss Goodbye

Your kiss changed everything. Will your world ever be the same after this?

Chapter 19: Double or Nothing

You've been falling for two boys at once... but now have you lost both of them?

Chapter 20: Change of Pace

It's the morning after. You talk to both boys, but something's a little different...

Chapter 21: Empty Handed

Your best friend surprises you at cheer practice, and jealousy gets the better of someone...

Chapter 22: Trust Fall

All the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't put you together again.

Chapter 23: Aftermath

You've just heard the real truth about the breakup. What happens now?

Chapter 24: The Crown Jewel

After being asked to Homecoming, you're having second thoughts...

Chapter 25: The Crew

Where's Mackenzie sneaking off to? You tag along to find out...

Chapter 26: Behind Bars

Your night has gone horribly wrong. How are you and Mackenzie getting out of this one?

Chapter 27: The Meeting

The news of your run-in with the law is out, and your dad isn't happy...

Chapter 28: The Harris Boy

Your reputation's taken a hit... but at least you have the bad boy on your side.

Chapter 29: Study Session

The bad boy's future is on the line, and it's up to you to save it.

Chapter 30: Consequences

Your worst nightmare comes true at cheer practice. But are things really as bad as they seem?

Chapter 31: Best Laid Plans

The boys have their sights set on the same prize, and neither of them will give it up without a fight...

Chapter 32: Out of the Past

You'd given up on going to Homecoming, but is it a lost cause after all?

Chapter 33: Come Together, Fall Apart

It's the day of the big game. Who's coming out on top?

Chapter 34: The Choice

It's time for you to answer a very important question. Choose wisely...

Chapter 35: Bring On the Night

You've made your decision. Now get your groove on and dance!

Chapter 36: The Other Boy

Faced with the other boy, your heart wavers... Will tonight be a dream or a nightmare?

Chapter 37: All of the Stars

You take the party to another level and overhear something puzzling...

Chapter 38: Decisions, Decisions

After a life-changing conversation, things reach a boiling point.

Chapter 39: Everything's Changed

With a new season comes new beginnings... but your past won't make things easy.

Chapter 40: A New Perspective

The bad boy has many secrets, but the fact that he misses you isn't one of them.

Chapter 41: The Half of It

A day in the boy next door's shoes reveals a past he's kept hidden...

Chapter 42: Budding Talent

As you start to hit your stride with photography, your path crosses with someone unexpected...

Chapter 43: Losing Control

Tensions are high as you and the boys unwillingly join forces. Will this change things between the three of you?

Chapter 44: The Whole Truth

The bad boy is finally ready to tell you the whole truth. What's his side of the story?

Chapter 45: The Dinner Guest

You meet some new faces, but it's not all sunshine and roses...

Chapter 46: New Tricks

He betrayed you once. What does he want this time?

Chapter 47: Overexposed

At school, you find yourself too close for comfort to an unsavory personality...

Chapter 48: The Person He Trusts Most

To believe, or not to believe? That is the question...

Chapter 49: Up in the Air

You've received a mysterious note from your childhood crush. What could he be planning?

Chapter 50: What's Not Earned

What's inside the envelope? Good news? Bad news? Are you even sure which is which anymore?

Chapter 51: Option B

Have you missed your shot with your best friend?

Chapter 52: Branching Out

After a serious conversation, it becomes clear you need to step outside your comfort zone. But how?

Chapter 53: Miss Movin' On

You're devasted at the news... but is there hope for your relationship yet?

Chapter 54: Truth, Dare, or Consequences

You're spending the night together... but you never thought it'd happen like this.

Chapter 55: Friends in Low Places

You're finally free, but at what cost?

Chapter 56: Inside Man

Elijah's owed a favor, and you're not looking forward to hearing what it is...

Chapter 57: Out in the Cold

Desperate times call for desperate measures... It's time for a road trip!

Chapter 58: Building Bridges

What lies in wait for your childhood crush back at home?

Chapter 59: Square One

The night before Winter Wonderland, the unthinkable happens...

Chapter 60: Slippery Slopes

The clock is ticking! Can you make the best of the catastrophe before time runs out?

Chapter 61: Let It Snow

As you get ready for Winter Wonderland, two surprise visitors pay your house a visit...

Chapter 62: Cold Blooded

It's finally time to kick back and have some fun... or so you thought.

Chapter 63: Blank Check

You've been tricked! Is there any way the night can still be salvaged?

Chapter 64: I'll Be Home for Christmas

Winter break is here! But what's the bad boy up to?

Chapter 65: Full House

Your dad suggests something you never saw coming... Will this make your holiday season, or break it?

Chapter 66: Be My Guest

You childhood crush pays you a visit, but he has no clue there's company over...


Sneak Peeks

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Pre-Book Sneak Peeks & Information

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Featured Locations

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Promotional Videos

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  • On March 6, 2020, this book was first hinted in the March 2020 edition of Choices Insiders as one of the upcoming books to be released in the summer.[1]
  • On March 12, 2020, in the "High School Story Series Finale" blog, Max revealed that he is currently working on a new project in a high school setting... but with the drama turned up to 11.[2]
  • On June 5, 2020, in the June 2020 Choices Insider email, PB confirmed the book to have a June release.[3]
  • On June 18, 2020, PB confirmed they postponed the release of My Two First Loves to July.[4]
  • On June 27, 2020, PB confirmed that My Two First Loves features a heroine main character and customizable love interests.
  • On July 10, 2020, in the July 2020 Choices Insider email, PB stated the book will have a July release and will be their first daily released book.[5]
    • In the Choices Insider, "My Two First Loves" is referred to as "My First Two Loves" in the text, while the cover shows it as "My Two First Loves".
  • On July 15, 2020, PB released a video teaser for the book.[6]
  • On July 20, 2020, PB released another video teaser for the book along with the release date being July 27.[7]
  • On July 22, 2020, PB released a sneak peek featuring Mason.[8]
  • On July 23, 2020, PB released a sneak peek featuring Noah.[9]
  • On July 24, 2020, PB released a sneak peek featuring a version of Mason, Your Character, and Noah.[10]
    • Later on the same day, PB released a blogpost about the book.[11]
    • The blog post confirmed Max as part of the writers team. In addition, he describes the story set in high school as follows: "First, because we love our cliffhangers, we ended up creating a *lot* of them, which in turns leads to far more dramatic twists and turns than your typical Choices book." This is a similar description to the one he used when talking about his new project in the blog post about the end of High School Story, indicating that My Two First Loves is the project he was talking about back then (see second entry).
  • On July 25, 2020, PB released a sneak peek featuring your sister.[12]
  • On July 26, 2020, PB released a sneak peek featuring your cheer squad.[13]
  • On August 31, 2020, PB announced the book will take a hiatus and return on September 21.[14]
  • On September 18, 2020, PB released a sneak peek for Chapter 39 featuring Ava.[15]
  • On September 23, 2020, PB released a blog post on the events of Chapter 41.[16]
  • On October 16, 2020, PB announced that the book will be going on another break starting October 18th and will return in a few weeks.[17]


  • In addition to being the first daily book (see spoilers section above), making it also the first book to release chapters on a Tuesday, My Two First Loves is the first book to release exactly three chapters on the day of release.
  • Chapter 1 issues a warning and advises player discretion due to themes of sexual orientation, racial tensions, and occasionally violence.
  • One of the default hairstyles that is also used in other books is renamed Sunkissed in this story.
  • The narrative uses past tense unlike most books that are written in present tense.
  • This is the first book to feature three characters that are customizable and nameable.
  • This is the second book with first person narration, the first being Save the Date.
  • References and mentions in Chapter 2 include Shawn Mendes and, if you ask about the craziest summer party, The Twelve Days of Christmas.
  • If you choose to do the racy cheer routine in Chapter 4, the song you dance to is 'Forbidden Pleasures' by Hayley Rose.
  • Chapter 9 shares the same title as America's Most Eligible: Wedding Edition, Chapter 7, "Trouble in Paradise".
  • On August 7, 2020, this book and Witness: A Bodyguard Romance became tied for "longest book" (in terms of number of chapters) at 23 chapters. On August 8, 2020, this book surpassed Witness and became the longest book in Choices history. Both surpassed Across the Void and The Royal Romance, Book 3 which each stand at 22 chapters respectively.
  • In Chapter 23, Your Character can compare Childhood Crush to Batman in a premium flashback scene.
  • Chapter 24 has a timeskip of several weeks without stating the exact amount of time that has passed.
    • Chapter 24 aired the same day as Chapter 24 of Witness, even though the two books started releasing chapters at different times.
  • Chapter 30 shares the same title as High School Story, Book 1, Chapter 4, "Consequences".
  • In Chapter 41, you have the option to skip a scene due to the depiction of police brutality.
  • Chapter 54 contains a reference to the musical Hairspray if you ask Childhood Crush about the most embarrassing thing he's ever walked in on.

Click here for the walkthrough of this book: My Two First Loves Choices.


The Freshman The Freshman, Book 1 · The Freshman, Book 2 · The Freshman, Book 3 · The Freshman, Book 4 · The Freshman: Love Bites · The Freshman: Game of Love · The Freshman: Snowed In · Chris: Luxury Getaway · James: Masquerade Ball · Kaitlyn: The Perfect Date
The Crown & The Flame The Crown & The Flame, Book 1 · The Crown & The Flame, Book 2 · The Crown & The Flame, Book 3
Most Wanted Most Wanted, Book 1 · Most Wanted, Book 2
Rules of Engagement Rules of Engagement, Book 1 · Rules of Engagement, Book 2 · Rules of Engagement, Book 3 · Rules of Engagement: Newlyweds
Endless Summer Endless Summer, Book 1 · Endless Summer, Book 2 · Endless Summer, Book 3
#LoveHacks #LoveHacks, Book 1 · #LoveHacks, Book 2
The Haunting of Braidwood Manor The Haunting of Braidwood Manor
The Royal Romance The Royal Romance, Book 1 · The Royal Romance, Book 2 · The Royal Romance, Book 3 · The Royal Holiday
The Sophomore The Sophomore, Book 1 · The Sophomore, Book 2 · The Sophomore: Hartfeld Horror Story
Hero Hero, Vol. 1 · Hero, Vol. 2
High School Story High School Story, Book 1 · High School Story, Book 2 · High School Story, Book 3 · High School Story: Class Act, Book 1 · High School Story: Class Act, Book 2 · High School Story: Class Act, Book 3
It Lives It Lives In The Woods . It Lives Beneath
Home for the Holidays Home for the Holidays
Red Carpet Diaries Red Carpet Diaries, Book 1 · Red Carpet Diaries, Book 2 . Red Carpet Diaries, Book 3
Perfect Match Perfect Match, Book 1 · Perfect Match, Book 2
Bloodbound Bloodbound, Book 1 · Bloodbound, Book 2 · Bloodbound, Book 3 · Bloodbound: Dark Solstice
The Junior The Junior, Book 1
Veil of Secrets Veil of Secrets
America's Most Eligible America's Most Eligible: Season 10 · America's Most Eligible: All Stars · America's Most Eligible: Wedding Edition
Desire & Decorum Desire & Decorum, Book 1 · Desire & Decorum, Book 2 · Desire & Decorum, Book 3 · Desire & Decorum: First Winter
Across the Void Across the Void
The Senior The Senior
Big Sky Country Big Sky Country, Book 1 · Big Sky Country, Book 2
The Elementalists The Elementalists, Book 1 · The Elementalists, Book 2 · The Elementalists: Winters Past
A Courtesan of Rome A Courtesan of Rome
The Heist: Monaco The Heist: Monaco
Ride or Die: A Bad Boy Romance Ride or Die: A Bad Boy Romance, Book 1 · Ride or Die: A Bad Boy Romance, Book 2
Open Heart Open Heart, Book 1 · Open Heart: Second Year · Open Heart, Book 3
Passport to Romance Passport to Romance
Wishful Thinking Wishful Thinking
Nightbound Nightbound
Platinum Platinum
Sunkissed Sunkissed
The Royal Heir The Royal Heir, Book 1 · The Royal Heir, Book 2 · The Royal Heir, Book 3
Bachelorette Party Bachelorette Party
Mother of the Year Mother of the Year
Save the Date Save the Date
The Royal Masquerade The Royal Masquerade
Baby Bump Baby Bump, Book 1 · Baby Bump, Book 2
Blades of Light and Shadow Blades of Light and Shadow, Book 1 · Blades of Light and Shadow, Book 2
Witness: A Bodyguard Romance Witness: A Bodyguard Romance
Distant Shores Distant Shores
The Nanny Affair The Nanny Affair, Book 1 · The Nanny Affair, Book 2
Queen B Queen B, Book 1 · Queen B, Book 2
My Two First Loves My Two First Loves
Rising Tides Rising Tides
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