User blog comment:Necator7/Open Heart, Book 1/2 - Vote of Confidence/@comment-36277500-20200519010920

It's 3 AM in my country... and for a half a a day, exactly dozen hours, I have an appointment with my lawyer. Last weekend I had a feeling that there's something terribly wrong. And now I feel that literally everything is wrong... but now it's just a depression, not a premonition, so I'm more sure what to do (get some antidepressants, because I'm out of them for three or four days).

I hope I won't make a fool of me at this meeting (due to insomnia, depression and superstitious "gut feelings"). The whole problem is that I try to get some documents, and they are out of my reach. And my lawyer probably underestimates the enemy...