Talk:Desire & Decorum, Book 2 Choices/@comment-37434202-20190301181426

Only three weeks of being treated like property or lifestock or crap or whatever the Duke sees in us. I can't believe that he is actually attracted to us anymore. If he ever was. Especially not after the comment about complexion or treating us like a prisoner or a trophy. And Grandmother keep saying: you doing good! Keep minding your manners! (argh!!) And stepmom saying: you doing bad! You should fool him more (ugh!)

Well, only three weeks until the wedding. Then we can push him off the stairs, put a pillow on his face in his sleep, poison his food or hire a hitman. Something. Please! I've never been an aggressive person, but all this makes my skin crawl. He needs to be gone! But now i think of it, he's probably trying to get rid of us himself in one way or another after the wedding. Maybe planning it allready.

Why is he in such a rush anyway, marrying someone who clearly hates him. Unless im a decendant from King Midas himself and i can turn everything i touch into gold, i really don't get it.

Sorry about this rant. I just had to write some of my frustrations down. Cant talk with my OH about this, he will just look at me like i'm nuts, getting all worked up about a story... :)