Thread:LoveLightandPeace/@comment-38677784-20200321181330/@comment-45192609-20200405143907

Oh woooow! That sounds like so much stress that I actually feel bad for you. :( Seriously it’s like they don’t even care whether you teachers will manage all this or not. I don’t even have a kid nor a husband, but I would completely lose my mind if I had to do all this. Do you have much free time at all? I really hope you will go through this all without exhausting yourself in the process much. My thoughts are with you.

Wait, he isn’t in love with her? But you said he loves her unconditionally? I am confused xD So.. they never get together, nor do they love each other. Do they only end up as friends? Because yea I can see how the woman is annoyed with him. They bickering is funny. XD

Oh my God, really? :D I am so relieved to hear that. I almost thought I was going a bit insane for feeling that way, not being able to continue any Choices story after BB3 was over. I thought I was being over dramatic haha. XD But now reading what you said, I am relieved because apparently that’s a normal to feel that way. You know how rare it is by me to get actually immersed into anything? Most of the time I just find myself being bored when I read something, or if I am not bored, I just don’t feel for any character enough to care about them, and when that happens... I just can’t enjoy the book much. Therefore there are hundreds of books I have started on but never finished. When I started to read BB I wasn’t that into it tbh. I became more interested in the second book, because Gaius was an amazing villain. But third book was just the best to me. It’s weird that sometimes I enjoy a book more if I like how scary a villain is. Villains make sometimes a story more exciting, although I am not crazy about bad people. If they are well written, they are like that added spice which makes a book more “delicious”. XD

Thank you for saying that I can always vent about BB to you. <3 That means a lot. :) Because I know you are no BB fan yet are still willing to listen to me vent about it. Seriously, thank you. Same goes for you, too. If you want to vent about whatever you would love to, go ahead.

Though you aren’t a BB fan, was there any scene from all three books that you liked the most? If yes, which one and why? :) By me all my fav scenes have got to do with (the real/good) Gaius.

Yes, I wanted to change it to ‘His little Angel’, but it’s taken. XD I added that silly ‘sweet’ inside (and I didn’t wanted to), because I really want to have such a name here. Why I changed to that name is because it seems somehow personal to me. From all Gaius fans out there I defended him the most, and I have this feeling that if Gaius were to be a real person and if we would’ve been together, he’d call me ‘my little angel’ since I am so protective of him. And I would never want to be ‘his Queen/Goddess/Princes’. I know it sounds silly and it might give everyone a wrong impression, maybe they will think of me as dellusional or obsessive, but my feelings are really healthy for him and loving him is not just brightening my days, and giving me lots of joy, but dealing with thyroid, stress and bullies is much easier. I am in no way depressed because he’s not real nor do I cut myself or anything. Loving him is purely blissful. :)

I have met the love of my life in real life already, two years ago. Because of a difficult situation we couldn’t get together, but I am sure this year it will be different. Just not at the moment by everything that’s going on. When Gaius’ real personality got revealed to us, I instantly started to love him, and with time my feelings just became deeper. I didn’t understood at the beginning, because this has never happened to me before (I only crushed in past), when I realized that Gaius and that man in rl I am in love with have 80%-90% same personalities. XD You could say that my username here is meant for both of them: Gaius and the love of my life in rl.

If in case I won’t ever stop loving Gaius, and I will be taken in rl, my love for him would never hinder me from being happy with the love of my life. I will also completely stop daydreaming about Gaius too, as it would feel like cheating (despite him being fictional).

I am just telling you all of this so you won’t start worrying about me having unhealthy attachments towards a fictional character. :)

Aww thank you so much. :D I hope your weekend was splendid and that you got well deserved rest.