Thread:LoveLightandPeace/@comment-38677784-20200321181330/@comment-45192609-20200406112953

That sounds unfair tbh. Not getting paid for all the work you have to do to finish projects? I mean they should be paying you for that, too. But maybe they don’t because they don’t know how many hours you spend working at home? But they should pay you more for work that requires more hours to finish something.

Ohh I understand XD So they do fall for each other then. I almost thought that at first you were talking about the whole show and not just the short video. I really love how Lucifer never lies and even goes to a psychiatrist. XD That scene must be hilarious! Him trying to convince the psychiatrist of his origins and them just staring at Lucy like he’s mental, thinking that he’s roleplaying or something. Btw why does Lucifer not show everyone the trick with his eyes? :) I am sure that they’d believe him then, because no normal person can do that. XD Do they marry at the end? Or what’s the ending? Does he adopt her daughter?

Okay thank God then! And thank you XD I mean I thought this wasn’t normal because no one seemed to go on a break after BB3 ended, despite many being emotional or loving the ending, and since I love Gaius so insanely on top, I thought I was going crazy and that I shouldn’t be feeling this way. XD But I noticed that whenever someone has a crush on a character or is in love with them, they usually hate when the story ends the most. More than those who only loved the story. It’s because after a story is over you have to say somehow goodbye to that character or at least you know you won’t see them anymore. Replying a story just isn’t the same. This is why we probably get affected so much. Like you with AME and I with BB.

Ohh I also often never use diamond scenes, unless it’s necessary. I never spend them on pets as I think they are too expensive and completely pointless, and never spend them on clothes, too. Unless a LI interests me (like Tyril, Cal Lowell, Maxwell Beaumont,...) I never spend diamonds on them either. Even those few that do interest me, I don’t spend all of the diamonds on them. Because some scenes are a bit pointless and random. But if I develope feelings for a character, I will spend ALL diamonds on them, but so far that has never happened. And Gaius is not a LI, otherwise I’d waste every diamond on him.

My all time favorite scene was that diamond scene with Gaius. It was the MOST emotional one on one conversation from all of the Choices books. Woow! That left me kinda so emotional that I never truly recovered. XD

I liked that MC went crazy, too. It gives us that touch of realism, how no matter how sweet and caring someone is, they can lose themselves too. I spared everyone XD Dracula, Serafine, the guards and even Rheya! Hehehe. Just that even when I spared her she still dies. Btw thank you so so much for sparing Gaius. :’) You have no idea how much that means to me. <3 When I saw a poll on fandom, asking us who all spared Gaius, there were more than 80% who said they did. I was soooo happy for some reason, even if he’s just fictional! Because it feels like Gaius isn’t just alive in my story, but it’s like him being alive is cannon due to so many people sparing his life. :D As crazy as that sounds, but wow, that touched me deeply. It’s like my faith in humans is even stronger.

Why wouldn’t you have spared him in rl? You’d be my opponent if that were the case. XD Because if Gaius were real I’d go against the whole world to defend him and keep him alive. Just think of it this way: why killing the most powerful vampire if he wants to help humanity and become a better person? What Gaius was in past plays of no importance, because 1.) he is aware of what he did and regrets everything, 2.) he wants to improve himself and right his wrongs. You can hate him all you want, but ask yourself “Will killing him benefit me in any way? No, it is just because of my personal grudge against him.” and “Will me sparing him help the humanity? Yes, he will save many lives.” So no matter who he was in past, in the present he is a ‘hero’, because what I understand a hero’s job is, is to save innocent people’s lives. So by killing Gaius, you’d be a sinner, because logically speaking you’d let many innocent people die in the process because Gaius wouldn’t be able to save them. Even if I wouldn’t have loved nor liked Gaius, I’d still spare him in real life. It’s like making business. You wouldn’t turn down a brilliant offer that won’t just benefit you but many innocent people as well, because of a personal grudge, would you? :)

And what about Kamilah and Adrian? Why did they deserved a second chance and no death, if they too killed in the past, sinned for many years, but they were ONLY manipulated? Gaius never did anything to them what Rheya did to him... Yet everyone has a very easy time forgiving these two but not Gaius, who just like Kamilah and Adrian is sorry for everything he did. And aren’t people always saying “One does not live in the past, so no one should judge someone what they did in the past.” That’s so true. I wouldn’t want someone to point out a mistake I did 5 years ago... while they will ignore my effort in the present. I don’t live there anymore, past is only an illusion stored in our memories, future is illusion called a dream. The only reality is the now, the present. And it is only that matters the most. So if in the present Gaius is good, wants to help, what kind of a person wants to kill him, just to prove him that killing innocent people is wrong? If he at this moment is ‘innocent’ himself as he is no threat. Kamilah killed many and no one can bring back these people she killed, but is she still a monster she used to be in past? XD Nop. The current Kamilah is good, like Adrian and MC. We all have darkness and light within ourselves. What we feed we become. Gaius is feeding his light, he is becoming light now. Why destroy the light, because it used to be darkness in past? I understood when Gaius had to be killed in the second book. I was even relieved to see him die. Because he was a ‘threat’ that had to be eliminated. I was annoyed when he came back in the third book. I didn’t thought why would PB do this to us... But everything made sense at the end of the 12th chapter.

Sorry. XD I got a ahead of myself and wrote too much. I am not angry on you so I hope you didn’t got that feeling. I am just trying for you to understand a bit, but it’s okay if you don’t. I won’t judge you. :)

Awww~ This is the same way I feel for that guy in real life. I have a strong unconditional love for him, and I get attracted to everyone who reminds me a bit of him, and Gaius happens to remind me the most of him. But they have different faces, it’s just personality they have very very similar. :) It’s a bit scary how similar they are tbh. As if PB met that guy in rl I love and got inspired by him. XD This is why my love is so overwhelmingly powerful for Gaius, because that’s how much in love I am with that man in rl. If I wouldn’t be in love with him in rl, idk if I would be so much in love with Gaius. XD I may or may not, idk. But that man in rl have a similar body like Gaius does, but in case he wouldn’t be nicely shaped and he’d be a bit overweight, I would have still loved him ofc. Love literally conquers everything. :) And I can see how more amazing my life will become once me and him come together. Because if you really find that true love like we luckily did, then such relationships can just enrichen and brighten your life even more. Because I actually love being single, and I am very picky when it comes to relationships, but he’s 100% the one, no doubt. I don’t regret being single so many years, since in the end it was worth saving myself for just him.

Ohh no, I know that thinking on a fictional character isn’t cheating XD But I literally pretend that I am married to Gaius, and live a married life with him in my head. Not Gaius and the MC, but me as rl person and Gaius. XD But it’s completely normal to daydream of a MC and their LI and how they live a married life together. :) So your situation is completely understandable. But mine wouldn’t be. Because I personally imagine myself kissing Gaius for instance. Once I am going to be officially taken by the love of my life, I won’t imagine kissing Gaius anymore etc. xD That would be considered cheating for my opinion.

Ahh that’s good. :) Sometimes like once or twice per week we MUST be lazy, otherwise it’s not healthy and our heart and mentality can suffer. We always have to keep that balance between work and break. So I am glad you are resting.