Thread:LoveLightandPeace/@comment-38677784-20200321181330/@comment-45192609-20200407091645

I hope Lucifer and Chloe do end up together, but I’d prefer if Lucy lives on Earth rather than Chloe going to hell for him. Hell isn’t a great place and even Lucy hates it. I really want them to get a happy ending.

Look I am sorry for sounding extreme, but I am no Aurora. I am also not lashing out on you because of problems in real life. My opinions are only strong and I told you that everything I said happened in past, right now I am only getting bullied by my family members every day, but I am handling that alright because of my love for Gaius which is raising up my spirits. I only wanted to see your logic, because you Gaius haters sound so illogical to me it’s a bit insane. You search for tons of non existing reasons to hate him and that you didn’t answered to not even one of my questions only prove that I am correct.

You people are feeding your darkness, and this world will be (or is already) torn appart between the Old World and the New World. You belong apparently to the Old World, where people are living in a state of fear. I belong to the New World where we know forgiveness and do not resort to hate... This is why we clash. Like water and oil. Instead of giving me a good argument you prefer to just silent me and quit the topic, changing it instead. That’s not a successful conversation... How can I continue conversing with you if you freak out every time I express my opinions more strongly?

Such conversations are suffocating me. I am not trying for you to like/love/accept Gaius, all I was trying to do was make you at least understand where your hatred for him is coming from. But you just dismiss me...

I am a very calm person in real life, but I am also a very intense person, especially if my emotions are in play. Gaius might be fictional, but why I am extreme by him is because peoples hatred for him reminds me subconsciously of people’s hatred for me. It’s illogical. People just hate, they love searching for reasons to hate... all the time. They hate on Bieber for what? I am not a Bieber fan, his music suck, but to hate him? He’s a good guy just problematic who don’t know how to deal with fame, it’s all. Yet people wish him death! Can you believe that? Death! For what?! Because he isn’t a perfect human being? He’s not a typical sweetheart? You see? This is what’s wrong with people from Old World... Constant search for reasons to hate INSTEAD of trying to understand. No one bothers to try and understand a person and a situation. It’s so easy to encourage that darkness inside, to feed it hate, to let it consume people’s minds and hearts. It’s easy, preferable almost. Feeding the light is not to that darkness’ liking. Dominant Ego hates everything connected with unconditional love. This is why people from Old World never try to be better. They rather stay in their shadow, consumed with hate.

I also know the reason for people’s hatred towards me. My Spirit irritates their demons. Not only that, but most people hate themselves, so they only “love” people who don’t reflect their own mistakes/flaws.

Why you believe that you don’t dislike me is because I am no threat to your Ego. But it is irritated by the things I am saying. The more you learn about yourself, the more understanding you become of others. Focus on yourself.

I have done my “work”, I know who I am, I know my darkness/shadow and my light, both. This is why to me it is so easy to understand others, to know where they are coming from. It comes almost natural, and I don’t need to commit crimes to understand criminals.

But wasting my time telling you all this is pointless. I know you won’t understand anytime soon, maybe not even in this life. Go ahead and keep believing only your Truth, dismissing everything anyone else says, but just let me tell you that we all learn a lot from others. Even if they don’t think nor feel the same like we do. Each person that enters your life is either your lesson or your blessing. We learn even from narrow minded people, we learn even from criminals, we learn from everyone. And just because someone is different from me, I still try to learn why they think or feel the way they do. I think outside the box. I even learn from fictional characters. Why they act the way they do? What’s their story behind them, would I act/react differently in their situation? And so on...

We are all colorful, different, unique, and we may not see eye always but we still should accept and embrace the differences, not dismiss someone because their reality clashes with yours. And since I already have you figured out, I tried for you to understand your darkness more, but that was clearly a mistake. I shouldn’t bother trying, but what’s the point talking with someone if you have to constantly tell them only the things they want to hear? Therefore this conversation started to suffocate me. It’s one sided and a dead end.

I’m sorry it had to came to this. I really loved talking to you and I am sorry I tried to make you understand. I really believed you will be more open to such conversations, but I was wrong apparently. I also probably gave you a wrong impression of myself, but I honestly don’t care. You will never hear from me anymore and that’s probably for the best. I don’t know how to deal with people and since I am no people pleaser I never bother sugar coating my words. I just say it how it is, whether people accept it or not it’s up to them. If I accept people’s ways of thinking, even if we don’t see eye to eye, I expect same in return. If that’s not the case, I quit.

Therefore you are perfectly allowed to disagree with me and I respect and accept your ways of thinking, but to dismiss me because our opinions clash is just not the way how it goes.

This is why I am serious, don’t bother replying anymore, because from this day on I am quitting. I won’t return. Just know that I am not angry with you nor do I hate you (I can’t even bring myself to hate anyone because my heart won’t allow), and I do wish you all best in life and that peace and light will be present in your life. Seriously, thank you for all the conversations we had and that you went out of the way taking your time replying to me. I do appreciate that a lot. Stay safe.