User blog:Fearless Diva/Adam's Journal Entry

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If you decide to read his journal in chapter 12, you get to see the events that have transpired thus far in the competition from his point of view. He admits that he shouldnt have flirted with you. At least not before officially being announced that he was back on the show. However, he states that there was something about you...And he simply couldn't help himself. If you snuck off to the beach in chapter 1, he writes about that part too, and goes on about how the next thing he knew he was giving you game tips left and right! He goes onto say that he doesn't know how he was supposed to resist the smile on our faces... He reveals that in less than a day of meeting you and he was already smitten. He explains in his journal entry that early in the competition, it was easy to ignore his feeling for you. To pretend like they didn't matter, or that he was confused or something along those lines. All that went out the window when the first Group Date happened. If you chose to want to renact the Jack and Rose scene from Titantic, he writes in his journal that he thought it was obviously a producer's idea. Simply because he doesn't think anyone would think of something so cute and romantic on their own. But even believing this to be true, he writes that he still stepped up behind you and put his hand on your waist.... He goes onto to say that in this exact moment is when he knew that like the Titantic, he was sunk. He writes about how he really must be a goner writing all those corny lines. He goes onto say how you made moments that the season prior were tedious fun to be around. He points out having to reshoots the dance for the salsa date as one example.... He says that he hasn't laughed that hard on the show since... ever. He admits that Omar will have plenty to say about not taking advantage of the cameras, but in the moment, he just didn't care about any of that. What was worth it, was seeing the smile on your face. If you spent some time together in the Dream Suite... He writes about that too! He writes about getting lost in your eyes, and amits that it's sappy as hell. He goes onto talk about your elimination, and how his heart felt like it was breaking in two. He writes in his journal entry, how with each step you took, he felt more and more hopeless. It is revealed that as soon as you dissapeared inside the beach house, he turned to the other contestants and angrily demanded to know who voted you out.