User:Necator7

I am a woman in love.

Formerly a fan of: Favourite genres: Least favourite genre: Things I hate:
 * J-horror, K-horror and other Asian horrors
 * manga and anime
 * noir detective stories (Dashiell Hammett, Raymond Chandler and Ross Macdonald, known also as Big Trio or Father, Son and Spirit)
 * PC games, mostly RPG and RTS
 * cell phone games, mostly RPG and RTS
 * ... and I don't know what future hides next
 * horror, thriller, mystery, crime
 * forced romance (i.e. you CAN'T stay single even if you want) ending with forced marriage (i.e. you MUST marry LI even if you don't want)
 * bullies of all kind

Favourite books:


 * It Lives In The Woods
 * It Lives Beneath


 * A Courtesan of Rome - historically unprofessional, but interesting characters; criticizing it is my way of tough love


 * Open Heart - medically unprofessional, but interesting characters; criticizing it is my way of tough love (look below)

Liked books:

Less liked books: Least favourite books:
 * Bloodbound - the very first book I played, so I'm biased. Not bad, but... yeah, but.
 * Veil of Secrets - my second book, so the same... Good and climatic start, but bland end.
 * Rules of Engagement series - Pluses: multiple point of view; adoptable animals; MC's siblings and cousin (despite their flaws, all of them are more interesting than MC). Minuses: forced LI, forced marriage, forced pregnancy; MC is intolerably dull, bland and (at least for me) ugly.
 * to be continued...
 * Passport to Romance - ...And the foreordained comes true, and the portals open wide...Yawn open wide... Where's my spell book?...
 * Ride or Die: A Bad Boy Romance - story of a spoiled teenage princess from a good family, who cheats on her loving father, with a bunch of schoundrels. Her father is a typical Miami Vice hero (except we are in the City of Angels): hardworking, honest, brave, loyal, caring, forgiving, able to sacrifice. On the other side there's a dysfunctional so-called "family" consisted of brutal, remorselsess criminals, or at least socially disabled kids with no future. But our little princess has a real dilemma whom to choose as a role model!
 * Home for the Holidays - another Yawn open wide.

Special for me:
 * Open Heart

My bitter and cynical attitude to Open Heart is very personal. I was bullied, slandered and framed in the same way as MC, but with more terrible consequences.

It started from unfair competition; my rival intern flirted with male attendings in purpose to boost her career in fast way - and, unfortunately for me, it worked, because some of these attendings actually had their brains in their pants... They favoured that little slut, openly flirting with her and allowing her to most lucrative procedures, which she shouldn't normally perform because of her inexperience - she was newbie like me at this time (December 2015/January 2016).

I started to resist this unequality, and in result I got bullied. They started to abuse me verbally and emotionally. They discredited and humiliated me also in the presence of paramedics and patients. They also neglected their duties as teachers. They turned my senile puppet boss against me, so he didn't react when I was reporting him what was happening, nor even if bullying happened in his very eyes. Later he started abusing me too, because he was an opportunist and always sided with stronger ones.

At the peak of conflict (Autumn 2017), the bullies accused me before Medical Chamber of crime I didn't commit, while they didn't have any proof. They defamed me also in the whole city, spreading lies about me to other hospitals where I had external internships. Just in case if I told any doctors elsewhere about pathologies in my primary hospital.

Their accusation wouldn't stand a chance in every court, but Medical Chamber wasn't normal court... The bullies pulled some strings - my puppet boss was friend of Medical Chamber's Chairman, and his deputy was a member of Medical Chamber Council. I was convicted by Medical Chamber via cangaroo court, without fair and square trial nor proof for of my alleged crimes - only "evidence" was testimony of the bullies.

And the one who mastered the whole plot, who incited others to gang up against me, was person whom I considered as friend. She was the next deputy and later next boss. She was damn good actress, deceiving and manipulating me and others the whole time. She played her role nearly till the end, then openly backstabbed me.

My only crime was that I dared to tell other doctors about being bullied in my own "colleagues".

After this cangaroo court, I was robbed from everything (May 2018): my job, residency and right to practice as a doctor. I can't even go to another country, because I am now "proscribed" as a doctor in the whole European Union.

Many characters in Open Heart are painfully similar to my backstabbing "colleagues" who are unworthy calling themselves "doctors". That's why I'm so strict when judging them.

My case is in the court soon. Wish me luck, I'll appreciate it.

My favorite pages

 * [//whentheycry.fandom.com/wiki/Higurashi_no_Naku_Koro_Ni_Wiki https://whentheycry.fandom.com/wiki/Higurashi_no_Naku_Koro_Ni_Wiki]
 * [//umineko.fandom.com/wiki/Umineko_no_Naku_Koro_ni_Wiki https://umineko.fandom.com/wiki/Umineko_no_Naku_Koro_ni_Wiki]
 * [//choices-stories-you-play.fandom.com/wiki/Choices:_Stories_You_Play_Wikia https://choices-stories-you-play.fandom.com/wiki/Choices:_Stories_You_Play_Wikia]